Is it appropriate for right now? Yes & no. As the end & the beginning, a perfect celebration, but a terrible beginning. But it is definitely time for it. Still, I must clear my head & do my work, but I am finding it so hard.
Holly-love. I hope you are okay, I do love you very much.

(And to everyone at Nat's, OHMYGOODNESS I am sorry. It must have been horrific)

and jetzt? Work! I am glad & sad & already tired. But goodness, it's good at drilling your brain dry. In a nice way, because some people are lovely.

Feeling: sleepy
Listening to: jackson, in my head-sung-badly
Pretending: that it'll be okay.