Wednesday, Sept. 22, 2004 : The Day of the Turtle
Do you think that being afraid is what keeps us here? Is it fear which holds us to life? Afraid of nothingness, afraid of losing what we have? If I weren't afraid there would be so many things that I could do. Being afraid keeps us prisoner, but what would we gain from letting go of it? Would I be free? I don't know what that freedom is.

I don't want to have to pretend anymore, I don't want to have all of this and mess everyone around. I just need to be needed.

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: