Monday, Nov. 01, 2004 : sorry
and im sorry..
im sorry im not as brave as you
im sorry i cry for different reasons
im sorry i cant answer your questions
right now im sick of sorries..

why do i feel like im breaking?
like its all getting out of control
im surrounded by so many
but i still feel so alone
what would you do
if you felt so withdrawn
if you felt drained and lost
and hurt and cold?

im sorry im not good enough
im sorry im not satisfactory enough for you
im sorry i cant be happy and perky all the time
heck why am i still apologising?

its hard to put so many emotions into words
especially when you constantly change
from feeling high to low
one minute you feel confident and free
the next youre insecure and empty
and for the last time..

im sorry
sorry for the way i feel
im sorry i cant find the words to tell you

damn
why do i feel like im breaking? understatement

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: