"Do you hate me?"

and I said,

"Yes"

he looked at me, for a long time...he looks lovely. He said,

"Why?"

and I looked at him, and I smiled at him and I said,

"Why should I not?"

He looked at me a little longer, and he said it again.."Why should I not?", so softly. And then I turned away, and he walked away.

He looked at me again, a little later.

Just like he used to, I used to be powerless then. I can turn away now.

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: