2003-07-04 : This is something that happened
He asked me today; "Do you hate me?"
and I said,
"Yes"
he looked at me, for a long time...he looks lovely. He said,
"Why?"
and I looked at him, and I smiled at him and I said,
"Why should I not?"
He looked at me a little longer, and he said it again.."Why should I not?", so softly. And then I turned away, and he walked away.
He looked at me again, a little later.
Just like he used to, I used to be powerless then. I can turn away now.
Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: