do you ever feel as if, maybe, you've given too much of yourself away? not even just the good bits, but the ugly, honest bits too? like you've given it out & you don't know why, or where it went, but when it falls away, does it take away part of you too? i'm not sure. but i feel as if thats what happened, or happens and i can't really stop it. that you want so much to give yourself away, but when its undermined, when these things build up to mean nothing, what do you do then, if that is all you're made of? i'm confused.

Feeling: achey, sniffly,
Listening to: the kettle boiling & tom and james
Pretending: not to be sleepy?

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