Monday, Dec. 05, 2005 : New York
makes tears spill over my fat eyelids. I'm too wrapped around, stretched out, around. "please can we go away, get out of here, somehow today"i like it the most when you swear. i think it has exactly the intended effect. This is prickling my skin, dangerous. I'm a little worried about tomorrow, but preoccupied, so much so as to be only negligibly nervous. switch things - on or off, & it has very much completely overtaken you. Made you completely obsolete, right now. And for that, I dive in even more - happier than I have been with you, for a long while. But leaking, streaking tears and fireworks. It's all just a curious, little wisp of smoke. Fleeting meaning if any - I don't know whether I can infer any at all.
Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: