Monday, Dec. 05, 2005 : New York
makes tears spill over my fat eyelids. I'm too wrapped around, stretched out, around. "please can we go away, get out of here, somehow today"
i like it the most when you swear. i think it has exactly the intended effect. This is prickling my skin, dangerous. I'm a little worried about tomorrow, but preoccupied, so much so as to be only negligibly nervous. switch things - on or off, & it has very much completely overtaken you. Made you completely obsolete, right now. And for that, I dive in even more - happier than I have been with you, for a long while. But leaking, streaking tears and fireworks. It's all just a curious, little wisp of smoke. Fleeting meaning if any - I don't know whether I can infer any at all.

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: