today we had corridor christmas, with mince pies & mulled wine & presents & general drinking and merriment, it even felt like christmas, the lulled drowsy, stuffed happiness, the air humming with it and paper party hats and things. i love everyone in the corridor to pieces, i really do, it's just funny that jonn is the one whose head i want to staple things to. i think i am justified, it's just horrible it all has to be in secret & he keeps telling me it's all my fault. i do love it here, i just don't like being alone.

BUT! i made monumental (i.e. an actual) decisions today! so 'the garden' and 'kubla khan' it is. this is why i love it. merry corridor christmas!

Feeling: ANGRY
Listening to: whirring and humming and ghosts open doors
Pretending: i will be able to get up tomorrow.

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