Sunday, May. 23, 2004 : the virgin suicides
Do you think it's selfish to want to be the only person that someone thinks about - even if only for a second? And maybe that they think more of you than they've ever thought of anyone before?

I think so, but I think it too. And I know I can never live up to those others, those perfect people - but I will try like I always do, and fail, like I have so many times before.

I don't want to be compared.

I don't know why but I just want to be me, all alone in a part of you where no one can touch me. Because then it means maybe, possibly, I haven't failed at something.

No, just don't pay any attention to that. I know I never will, whats the point in even trying?

Why do I want to cry?

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: