Unattainable - because I can't seem to find anyone who thinks the way I do, who sees things the way I see, or even understands what the things I tal about...

I'm being harsh - if only because that is the general mood. Because, because, because even when I find them, I'm too scared to talk to them, just as Lilly says - but she puts it more eloquently than I ever could - they're on a higher level than me.

I couldn't list all the people; I love them in spite of well, - because they've reached what I can't and they're still themselves & I think its amazing.

I'm not even heading towards those levels; I've deviated off the path & am following something somewhere.....somewhere else

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: