This morning, talking to Loki. It pissed me off, don't know why. No reason it should, really. But, of course, he was the one who cheered me up - who kept me from being hideous to everyone - & all because he payed me three minutes of attention, because I got to be the one he looked at. His focus & the person he was thinking about, if only for those three seconds.

I know I shouldn't be doing this. I know it isn't fair. I know I shouldn't be reading as much into this as I do. I know that really I don't know very much at all. Much less about you. I don't know you at all

Why do you do it?

Why do you do this to me?

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending:

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