do you do no wrong?
I wish..that I could leave it all, I wish I had the courage and self-belief to do anything, and maybe I wish I was strong.
Sorry.
I didn't mean to let you all down. I wish I knew how to make it all up to you.
:I'm going to do something tacky and look back over this year:
At the beginning of this year I had:
/better relationships with (fewer) friends
/not experienced such major self doubt, or, come to that, self-indulgence
/not heard of Sylvia Plath
/not decided that I would die before I was thrity(eight)
/not yet stopped playing the violin
/not realised how un-photogenic I actually am
/become so extreme in how I feel, or let it affect the way I treat people
/n't really grown up
/thought I was going to be happy for a long time
/or that someone loved me
(which I think is quite funny now)
Well, I hope one thing that has improved is my ability to laugh at myself. I must have some hope, after all.
Things are very different now, so, good thing?
La la. Lets keep guessing.
((don't get soppy, because;
nothing is that important))
Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: