Sunday, Sept. 18, 2005 : ich fuehle mich so fifty-fifty
I'm so tired of this, I'm so tired of all the cards falling to nothing, of meaning so very little. I want to get out of here. I'm tired of caring about you so much and finding out it's hollow, one-sided, nothing. I'm cold as usual. I'm tired of crying, about this and you and all of this. And most of all, I want to leave.


Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: