There's no reason why I can't change the way this is.

Except I think I must be afraid.

Afraid of what, I'm not sure yet.

Afraid of not having anything to move on to. To hold on to, after this is gone.

It's time I did. I just wish that I could do it myself, without having to somewhat rely on anyone else.

Ryvita told me it was probably just me being stupid...well...taking something for what it wasn't. He was right.

But I do it all the time. How do I stop it?

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending:

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