Yes. In a word.

Anyway, that aside,

What am I supposed to do? There isn't anything I can do. Destined always to be Mademoiselle Stop-Gap. Hmm, maybe not. Just. Just Just, not good enough, never quite good enough for you.

But I'm used to that.

Ever notice how during their lives, people who stick by those people they're in love with, who are eternally loyal and love them despite everything that happens - and when that person seems not even to give a ---- for them - everyone says to them; 'get out, you don't need this, they're not worth it'. As if it's them that are weak, and stupid even. When they're dead, though, it's different. It's just said how strong they were. They are the ones who are to be admired, for being strong and whatever. Is it worth it?

Feeling:
Listening to:
Pretending: